until an owl crashes my window

"Can't you understand ?!
If I could, I would tear the time and bring him back..If I could, I would sacrifice everything to see those eyes shining again!

I died beneath that moon... stains of his life shed through my fingers. I... I couldn't hold his life besides mine.. If there was a way... I would run it until there's no breath of mine left.. He's gone Andrea..I've overcome death...but this pain.. beyond everything. It is attacking my veins.. my mind... my hands...All the power I have, is now NOTHING ! Nothing but a puny light of a fading soul !

I wish I was dead million times more...Instead..."